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Name: J-Dizzle
Birthday: 8/25/1989
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Interests: Loving my Monkey//Jam Sessions//I'd like to say playing guitar-but let's be honest, I still have alot of growing to do/// Tegan and Sara///Pirating music// Losing my picks/// Listening to Music//Playing Music//Making my own Music// Did I mention THE.NEW.BLACK?///
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Thursday, August 31, 2006

maeve and I aren't together right now.

things are too difficult.

school and work for both of us.

it just isn't working out now.

but hopefully...

hopefully..

by november was the plan, but we'll see if I can go that long without her.


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

So I've decided...

 

that I'm depressed.

 

I don't wanna meet new people.

Fuck it.

lol

New people don't wanna meet me.

so, yeah.


Saturday, August 26, 2006

All the teachers, over all the years that have tried to get me to the library on the weekends that have failed...

Jones, Pisco, Golden, Deguzman, McConn, LeGalley, Tanig, Gibbs, Izaguirre, and Gonion...

and to think, here I am...on a Saturday, fucking at the library cause Ms. Johnson is crazy.

Just got in the class on Thursday. I was in Dual Credit and had to write one college application essay, now I'm in Honors, a step down...

and I have to write two.

In addition to notes outlines and a poetry project thing complete with pictures, construction paper and all that other good stuff.

And, as if she is doing Cory and Me a favor, says..

"Hm...I guess we'll make this due Monday."

Like we don't have work for other classes.

UGH.

I hate school.

Please, God, let me sleep, wake up and have it be graduation time.

*sobs*


Thursday, June 08, 2006

Brittany...

Well, I have to write this because I missed your graduation party cuz I had to work and I have a lot to say.

Where to start?

Man...I remember when I first met you. Pisco's class, throwing starburst at you and whatnot. I never thought you would grow to mean even half as much as you do to me now. I'm so proud of you, dude. I can't believe you graduated. You've literally morphed into such an amazing person.

You went from not really being confident and not being able to believe in love to being completely different. I see you now, opening your heart to love and being able to trust people and feeling comfortable with yourself and with others and it makes me feel like, even if it's not the case, that I had something to do with that.

You know me, selfish bastard. lol

Anyways, I guess I'll go ahead and end this. I'm just proud of you, that's what it comes down to, y'know? I'm glad that you're finding yourself and I can only hope that the person you find is one half as amazing as the one I see growing before me.

Don't forget me in the midst of college life, yeaH? I love you, homey.

Fa Sho.

 


Thursday, May 04, 2006

Never, never, never, never, never... hear me when I cry.

Baby, when I cry all the time.

 

I'd have Janis Joplin's babies.



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